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Chapter 10 · Dana Okafor · 2,582 words

Second Teeth

By Day Nine, Dana had a private table with four columns and no name for what she was building it toward.

Housing code. Puller. Outcome. Days since last resolution on that exact housing. She kept it the only place paper still existed for her, behind her sternum, updated every time somebody's hand closed around something so she wouldn't have to ask them to repeat it later. Fourteen people minus one arm, minus two fingers healed to a smooth double-knuckle stub Dmitri Osei still wouldn't let anyone look at straight on, minus whatever the TSA man's wrist had cost him that he still wasn't naming out loud. The table didn't prove anything. She kept it anyway, because a column with nothing in it yet was still, technically, a column, and columns were the last professional habit she had left that hadn't required a doctor's script to maintain.

The tithe rod in the cell two down from hers had gone quiet for four days. Two pulls, both null — a dry click, a huddle of relief, a housing that gave up nothing and took nothing back. In a room with a wall called the Ledger and a man scratching rules into it with a shard of somebody's broken lever, two nulls in a row had stopped reading as safe days ago. It read as owed. Dana had heard three separate people say some version of it since sunup — that one's been quiet too long, that one's due — with the specific, unearned confidence of gamblers watching a wheel that had landed black twice. She knew the math didn't support the feeling. She had said so, once, to Bobby Teague, gently, and watched the correction slide off him without leaving a mark. Sample size of two told you nothing about pull three. She believed that with her whole trained mind and could not, if she was honest, feel it in the part of her chest that had started, without her permission, agreeing with the room.

Corrine wanted it anyway.

Dana watched her cross the cell with the particular gait of someone who had decided, alone, before anybody could talk her out of it, and recognized the gait because she'd watched Feliciano wear it on Day One reaching for the first lever anybody in this place ever touched. Seventeen, though she'd have said older if you'd asked her, in a room that had stopped bothering to ask anyone anything they couldn't verify. Three days since Corrine had eaten more than a shared fistful of somebody else's tack. Dana had watched her give her share to Bobby twice this week for reasons that made sense only if you were seventeen and had decided, somewhere along the way, that being generous with the little you had was the only kind of currency nobody could take back from you once you'd spent it.

"Corrine." Ines's voice, low, the same tone she used with Mateo a half-second before he reached for anything. "It's owed something. Wait for the water line, there's tack coming off the wheel in—"

"I'm not waiting for Marcus's line." Corrine didn't turn around to say it. "I've waited for everybody's line for nine days. I'm hungry now."

Nobody stopped her. That had stopped being a thing anybody in this room could reliably do for each other somewhere around Day Six — you could offer, you could warn, you could stand there with your hand half-raised the way Ines's was now, and it changed exactly nothing about whether a hand belonged to its owner a second later.

Dana's column updated itself before she'd finished deciding to run it. Housing: unnamed, second cell east. Prior pulls: two, both null. Days since last resolution: four. Puller: Corrine, seventeen, three days undernourished relative to ration, no observed tremor, no observed hesitation. The number the column wanted to spit out — the number Dana would have handed a client without apology, on a slide, in a font big enough to read from the back of the room — was this one is more likely to resolve punitive than the last two did, not because the housing owed anything, housings didn't owe, but because two nulls this deep into a Cohort that was already down an arm and two fingers meant the pool of remaining bodies was smaller and the group's collective luck, whatever that word meant here, had nowhere left to spread itself thin. She did not say any of that out loud. She had learned, watching Whitcomb build a rule out of four data points and a room's desperation to believe him, exactly what it cost to hand strangers a number dressed as a prophecy.

Corrine's hand closed around the brass.

The room went still the specific way it always went still now — not silence, thirteen people breathing didn't produce silence, but a stillness laid over the sound like a sheet over furniture, everyone's attention narrowing to one point at once. Dana heard her own pulse. She heard, underneath it, the low subsonal hum she still felt more than heard, running exactly as indifferent as it always ran, proof of nothing except that whatever was listening wasn't listening any harder for this than it had for the first lever nine days ago.

Corrine pulled.

The rod gave its short arc and stopped. For one full second nothing happened at all — no click, no settle, no dry mechanical confession either way — and in that second Dana watched the girl's face do the thing every face in this room did in the gap between the act and the verdict: go completely, helplessly neutral, a face braced equally for anything.

Then the housing clicked, small and dry, and released a fistful of tack into her waiting palm.

Somebody laughed, short and startled, the sound of relief that hadn't expected to be needed. Corrine ate standing up, fast, the particular unselfconscious speed of someone who'd learned three days ago not to trust a good outcome to still be there in an hour. Dana updated her column — pull three, benign, four hundred grams, no cost — and felt the small, treacherous lift of being wrong about something she'd have staked money on a week ago, back when money had still been a unit that meant anything.

She was wrong about more than she knew. She just didn't find out until the following morning, when Corrine woke up unable to close her mouth all the way.

·

It started, by Corrine's own confused account, as an ache low in the jaw on both sides — not sharp, not the specific bright pain of a tooth going bad, more like pressure building behind a wall that had no give in it. She thought it was hunger. Everyone's mouth ached from hunger here, one more line item on a body that had stopped being anybody's first priority days ago. By midmorning she'd stopped talking in full sentences, working her jaw side to side with both hands the way a person tests a cramp, and by the time Ines got her to open up and let someone actually look, three people had already backed a half-step away without deciding to.

Dana was one of the three who didn't.

Behind Corrine's front teeth — behind the ordinary, slightly crooked bottom row any of them might have had before any of this — a second ridge had broken the gumline overnight, small and white and unmistakably teeth, set back half an inch from the first row like a shadow that had decided to become solid. Not crowded in wrong, the way a wisdom tooth crowds in wrong, forcing its way sideways through tissue that resents it. Placed. Even. A second row exactly where a second row would go if a mouth had simply been built, from the start, to hold two.

Nobody had a column for that.

Dana ran hers anyway, out of the same reflex that had kept her upright for nine days, and got nowhere. Outcome: not benign, no sustenance dispensed. Not null, something plainly happened. Not punitive — nothing subtracted, no glass-smooth stump, no cauterized absence where a piece of Corrine used to be. Her whole architecture ran on the assumption that a mechanism could give you something or take something or do nothing, three columns, three known shapes, and every entry she'd logged in nine days had fit neatly under one of the three. This didn't fit under any of them. This was a fourth column she had never once, in nine days of careful tallying, thought to leave room for, because her entire training — fifteen years of it, every model she'd ever built for anyone who paid her — assumed a closed system. Losses happened. Losses could be priced, hedged, reserved against. Nothing, in fifteen years of pricing catastrophe, had ever asked her to build a column for something coming back.

She felt her own hand go still against her sternum, over the place she kept the table nobody else could see, and made herself breathe before she let that thought finish arriving anywhere useful.

Whitcomb reached them at a fast walk, already talking before he'd fully stopped moving, the specific momentum of a man who needed to be the one explaining a thing before anyone else got to wonder about it out loud first.

"Let me see." He crouched in front of Corrine the way he'd crouched in front of the wall to write Rule One, and for a moment Dana watched him do the thing he was good at — watching, cataloguing, running his own quiet arithmetic behind a face arranged into calm. "You pressed it — pulled it, how many times. Once?"

"Once." Corrine's voice came out thick, careful around whatever had changed the shape of her own mouth to her. "Same as always."

"And you'd eaten — when, before that. How long since your last."

"Three days. What does that have to do with—"

"It has everything to do with it." He said it fast, filling the gap before the room could notice he didn't actually know yet what it had to do with anything. "The mechanism responds to need. We've seen that. Higher need, higher yield — Renata got more tack than her ration the day she followed the rule exactly. This is the same principle taken further. Extreme scarcity, extreme—" He stopped himself half a syllable short of a word Dana watched him not choose. "It's compensating. Rewarding endurance."

"Rewarding." Dmitri's voice, from the back, flat, the two-fingered hand held against his own chest the way it had lived there for three days now. "She's growing a second set of teeth and you're calling it a reward."

"I'm saying there's a pattern—"

"You said three breaths was a pattern. You said the plate that took my fingers just hadn't been mapped yet." Dmitri didn't raise his voice. He didn't need to; the room had already gone quiet enough to carry it at a whisper. "You don't have a column for this, Gerald." His ruined hand pressed flatter against his chest, like he was holding something in instead of holding something up. "You're building one out of nothing. Same as you did with me. Except this time everybody in this room can watch you do it." A beat, nobody moving. "None of us have ever seen this before. Neither have you."

Whitcomb opened his mouth — Dana watched him reach, visibly, for the next sentence, the confident cadence that had carried four data points into a rule the whole Cohort still lived by — and nothing arrived to fill it. He looked at Corrine's mouth again, at the neat impossible second row sitting behind the first like it had always been waiting there, and Dana watched something happen to his face she hadn't seen happen to it in nine days: he didn't have an answer, and for one full second, in front of everyone, he let that show.

"I'll need to observe it longer," he said finally, and the sentence came out smaller than every sentence he'd said since Day One, the shard of housing metal loose and unused in his hand, no chalk mark added to the wall, no rule number, no underline. He straightened up without writing anything down. Dana understood, watching him walk away with his shoulders set too carefully level, that this was the first time since the concrete that Gerald Whitcomb had stood in front of an outcome and left the Ledger blank.

Nobody said anything to fill the space where his answer should have gone. Dana felt the room's collective certainty do something she'd been watching it do in smaller ways for days now — not collapse, nothing that clean, just develop a hairline crack nobody wanted to be the one to point at.

·

By evening the ache had settled into something closer to a fact than a symptom. Corrine sat near the seam-wall working her jaw with two fingers, testing the new ridge with her tongue the way a person can't stop testing a sore tooth even when testing it hurts worse than leaving it alone. Dana sat near enough to watch without making it a vigil, close enough that when Corrine finally spoke, she was the one who heard it first.

"It doesn't even hurt like a wound," Corrine said, not really to anyone. "It hurts like — you know how your jaw aches when you were a kid and your teeth were coming in the first time? Like that. Like a memory of that, except I don't actually remember it, I was too little, but my mouth remembers it for me." She pressed her palm flat against her own cheek, testing the swelling from outside now instead of in. "That's a stupid thing to say."

"It's not stupid," Dana said, because it was the only true thing available to say, and because some part of her — the part that still, sixty-four months later, kept a small plastic box in a drawer four hundred miles from here with two baby teeth in it, wrapped in a tissue Naomi had picked out herself at age six with more ceremony than the occasion strictly required — understood exactly the shape of what Corrine had just described and had no intention of saying so.

There was a puddle near the base of the Cistern Wheel where the day's ration had sloshed and pooled on ground that wasn't quite level, water nobody had bothered to lap up because water spilled on the floor here felt, unaccountably, like water that had already been spent. Corrine crossed to it in the last hour before whatever passed for night, crouched over the still surface, and opened her mouth to the reflection the way a person checks a stranger's face for something they're afraid to be told and more afraid not to know.

Dana watched her find the second row in the water's dark, imperfect mirror — the neat white line of it sitting behind the first, exactly where a body would put it if a body meant to keep it — and watched her go very quiet in the specific way that, in this room, by Day Nine, had come to mean someone had finally arrived at a thought too large to say out loud immediately.

Corrine touched her own lip, drew it back, looked a moment longer.

"It gave me something back," she said. "Why would it give me something back?"